Although our current living situation is not panning out the way we intended it to, I am doing my best to stay positive and focus on my new baby. Although we own a home in Santa Cruz, we will not live in it and baby will not take his first steps there. We moved into a two bedroom apartment and I am trying to let go of the negative and focus on the nursery. At least now we have the space to welcome our baby. Although this will not be the permanent nursery for baby Kuhn, it is what we have now and I am lucky to be healthy and surrounded by love. Baby we love you and can't wait to meet you!